Marie Likisch tells the story of her life - a 40 year old mom with six children, an ex-partner who is the father of the children and an ex-partner with whom she had had an affair. She lives in a village in Bavaria and suffers from severe heartache. Therefore, she looks for a man on the internet. The author wrote this novel in a time of spiritual misery and agony of love. It reflects her soul, her heart and her attitude. Once witty and lively, once serious and thoughtful. No fictional characters because life provides enough material to fill volumes. In this book, the author develops her own philosophy of life.